Thursday, December 30, 2010

2010

Lol..is too lazy to blog lately.Let the piccie do the talking :)
17/11


Christmas Eve 24/12


Girl's Outing 26/12



Genting Trip 27/12


Gathering with girls and teacher 29/12


Mine


Movie time at night :)

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Exam day - hard time !

A very first of December greeted with a disastrous paper which seriously drag me to the hell..

What's gonna happen next? =(

C'mon, Imma ready for it

Saturday, November 27, 2010

Jay's ticket today !

Hot hot ..
Looking forward for this,been awaited it for almost three years :)



Anyone going?!! Can't wait for it ! Im just too excited now
okok, back to reality.gonna fight for the coming 7papers first !
Jia you dude, and pray hard for me !
LOlx.Had been so busy lately till I did not have time to even just close my eyes for a second.(Bit hyperbola =P )

But today, I had made an exception for myself.Yeah, freed myself from books prison for a few hours to savour every moment of rest and dream I could get - had a long afternoon nap, making lunch with my younger sister, ruined the kitchen, stuck my tummy to the fullest with my favourite grilled pepper bacon and vanilla cookies ice-cream. That was for me to gather enough energy to survive for the coming 7papers,dreadful one,seriously. =)

Well, today is rather odd. I don’t have a title for my column. It’s not that I haven’t got a summary for the day, but it is just that I couldn’t find a right word or phrase to summarise today’s happenings. Anyway, today is just normal. I put many things aside for a while. Yea, I am still kinda depressed at this point of time, as I ran my little fingers across the keys, but sigh, what can I do? Lolx. Trying to study those slide in computer but end up with watching video that posted in FB.haha..what happen to me? Perhaps I'm just too susceptible. Lol..

Lalaaa..imma kinda unconscious now. *Yawning* It must be due to the lack of sleep. Oh well, im gonna take a nap now,again :)

Saturday, October 2, 2010

最近真的很不开心..
很不开心...
很不开心...
许多事情都快把我压地喘不过来,
其实 有时并不是无故地耍脾气
只是想保持沉默..

今晚

就让我消失一夜吧

Tuesday, August 31, 2010


阳光是满的,世界应该是残缺的。
爱情是满的,时光应该是残缺的。
是谁说过,孤独的人其实不是孤单,只是偶尔感觉寂寞。
萨德说,爱是被扭曲的自由。哪怕相爱是两个人的寂寞,我愿意寂寞千年。
因为爱,我愿意守住残缺

我决定微笑,不再忧伤。
太在乎细节的人生会忽略阳光,温暖和幸福。虽然有些事情是注定无法遗忘的。
幸福总是以一种不为人知的方式温柔的渗透,遇到你的光亮将生活燃爆炸,甜美就这样铺天盖地


安静而美好的继续
我们一直这样下去...

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

I like this :)

1.对自己好点,因为一辈子不长;对身边的人好点,因为下辈子不一定能够遇见!
2. 对不起是一种真诚,没关系是一种风度。如果你付出了真诚,却得不到风度,那只能说明对方的无知与粗俗!
3. 如果你知道去哪﹐全世界都會為你讓路。
4.我喜欢你,很久了,等你,也很久了, 现在,我要离开,比很久很久还要久......
5. 纯,属虚构 。乱,是佳人。
6. 一个人只有一个心脏,却有两个心房。一个住着快乐;一个住着悲伤。不要笑得太大声,不然会吵醒旁边的悲伤。
7.世界上最远的距离 不是树与树的距离 而是同根生长的树枝 却无法在风中相依
8.苹果最光辉的一刻就是砸在牛顿头上!
9.爱情使人忘记时间,时间也使人忘记爱情。
10.分手就是不爱了,那些冠冕堂皇的理由,不是想让对方好过,而是想让自己好过点!
11. 生活累,一小半源于生存,一小半源于攀比。
12.不要让太多昨天占据你的今天!
13. 如果说美貌是推荐信,那么善良就是信用卡!
14. 不吃饭的女人这世上也许还有好几个,不吃醋的女人却连一个也没有。
15.失去的东西,其实从来未曾真正地属于你,也不必惋惜。
16. 无论多豪华的婚礼都不代表幸福婚姻,两个人终生相处和睦与否和筵开几席、多少首饰全无关联。
17.如花美眷,也敌不过似水流年
18. 广告就是告诉别人,钱还可以这么花
19.小三,除法中的余数而已
20.人生的大部分时间里,承诺同义词是束缚,奈何我们向往束缚。
21.力的作用是相互的,除了爱情的力量。
22. 许多人在重组自己的偏见时,还以为自己是在思考。
23.生活中有太多无可奈何的选择。社会就像江湖,总是让人身不由己,言不由衷。
24.我们都是远视眼,模糊了离我们最近的幸福。
25.原来那么爱我的你和那么爱你的我都停滞在曾经的时候,爱情就结束了. {
26.你若先走了,转身时就不要怪我也在背对着你
27.只要你的脚还在地面上,就别把自己看得太轻;只要你还生活在地球上,就别把自己看得太大
28. 如果你要考验我的耐心,请先把你的耐心准备好。
29. 每个人都是单数...来时是...去时也是.....
30.在我们的爱情里,我一直扮演爱你的角色,分手时别问我为什么分手,问问你自己。
31.人生---下课啦..放学啦..放假啦..毕业啦..混够啦..老啦..后悔啦..死啦...
32.不能在一起就不能在一起吧,其实一辈子也没那么长...
33.古时候就有外星人的记载,因为丈二和尚摸不着头脑
34. 一个人身边的位置只有那麽多,你能给的也只有那麽多,在这个狭小的圈子里,有些人要进来,就有一些人不得不离开
35.很多人,因为寂寞而错爱了一人,但更多的人,因为错爱一人,而寂寞一生 .
36.你可知 上天是不公平的 你可以選擇 愛我 或者 不愛我 而我卻只能選擇 愛你 或者 更愛你
37.人人都觉得永远会很远 其实它可能短暂得你都看不见
38.妈妈说人最好不要错过两样东西,最后一班回家的车和一个深爱你的人 。
38.时间仍在,是我们在飞逝。
39.我允许你走进我的世界,但不许你在我的世界里走来走去..

Sunday, August 1, 2010

Mr.Ahlu

Some people think that the beauty of reality disappears as you grow older, but the real truth is much different. You merely close your eyes and stop looking. Even in the darkest of times, there is beauty, just look at the sky, smell the scent of flowing grass; see the beauty. There are plenty of things wrong with this world, but even so there is still amazing light. If you don't cherish this light and protect it; it will disappear. Another way of saying this is to stop looking at all the things wrong, all the things you don't have, and start appreciating what you actually do have. It has been said before, but no one seems to be getting the message.

If you look around you might just realize that you had a lot more than you initially thought. Further more by not being grateful for what you have you will probably miss out. You will miss out on the vast enjoyment, fun, and happiness that comes by just simply being grateful for what you had. Cherish your relationships, your fiends, and your family to the best you can. Even if you do this, you must also not forgot to praise one of the most important things of all; you, yourself. Every one of us has a unique soul, like a gem, we all shine with brilliance if held up to the light, but if you keep yourself in the dark then you will never be able to see yourself for the amazing being that you are.



This is a wishing tree.Imagine every brunch of the tree is equivalence to one of your wish. Sometimes it just depends for you to see it is sunrise or sunset. The way you decide your future. Decide it to be good/bright side or bad/dark side.

So ahlu, this is the post specially for you. Never be frown. We will always be there to support you.Remember, never regret on what you had did. :)

Monday, July 26, 2010

是时侯 学会,

如何抽身离开...

Saturday, July 17, 2010

Remember this ?

Your Guardian Angel- The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
When I see your smile
Tears run down my face
I can't replace
And now that I'm strong
I have figured out
How this world turns cold
and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find
deep inside me
I can be the one

I will never let you fall(let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever

I'll be there for you through it all(though it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart

Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
[to fade]


Happy 8th months anniversary

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

A Moment Like This

What if I told you
It was all meant to be
Would you believe me?
Would you agree?
It's almost that feeling
That we've met before
So tell me that you dont think I'm crazy
When I tell you that love has come here & now

A moment like this
Some people wait a lifetime
For a moment like this
Some people search forever
For that one special kiss
Ohh I can't believe it's happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime
For a moment like this

Everything changes, but beauty remains
Somethings so tender
I can't explain
Ohh well I may be dreaming
But till I awake
Can't we make this dream last forever
And I cherish all the love that we shared

Monday, June 7, 2010

生日快乐...

放心吧,

我依然会是

以前的



好好照顾自己, 要幸福哦 :)

这样的男朋友是真的爱

1. 抱起来很温暖,罗唆起来很烦,在身边讨厌,看不见又很怀念的人。

2. 吃剩下一半的面不要浪费,他会接过去帮你吃乾净的人。

3. 大冰脚贴在他大腿弄暖,他即使很冷,也不会把你脚踢开的人。

4. 一起去大卖场买东西,总是比你多提两大袋,还要空出手牵你的人。

5.月经来,抓到你偷吃红豆冰,会很生气骂你的人。

6. 你生大病,他却比你还要辛苦的人。

7.把买卫生棉已经当成每个月记得采买的男人。

8. 吵完架做错事,还会厚脸皮跑来牵你手的人。

9. 过了n周年的恋爱纪念日後,就会忘记情人节、圣诞节存在的人。

10.没事一定会窝在你家,有事还是窝在你家,让你开始怀疑他是不是没有朋友的人。

11.最喜欢看你开心的大笑,然後也对著你傻笑的人。

12.漏接你电话,就会打爆你手机的人。

13.养你吃饭、养你看电影、养你买小东西,动不动就开始为以後练习怎样包养你的人。

14.最害怕讨厌听到你啜泣,只要听到你哭,还是会不辞千里的飞奔到你身边的人。

15.偷偷的为你做了很多事,却从来不和你邀功的人。

16.已经认为自己的手臂是枕头的人。

17.胆敢会和你抢遥控器,最後却只能陪你看欲望城市的人。

18.老是可以让周遭好朋友感到好奇的人。

19.他一不在,你就会心烦意乱心不在焉,而开始很想念他的人....

20.真正爱你的男生,一下子说不出真正爱你的理由,只知道自己顾不上注意别人  

21.真正爱你的男生,其实总惹你生气,你却发觉不了他到底做错了什么。  

22.真正爱你的男生,很少当面赞美你,可是心里肯定你是他最棒的。  

23.真正爱你的男生,会在你忘记回复他短信时狠狠地说你一顿。  

24.真正爱你的男生,只可能在你一个人的面前流眼泪,当你触摸到他时,也触摸到了那颗只为你跳动的心。  

25.真正爱你的男生,会默默地记住你不经意说过的话,在某时某刻重复它们。  

26.真正爱你的男生,不会轻易做出承诺,因为他想让自己成为你心中说话最算话的男子汉,只想给你最可靠最安全的幸福。

27.真正爱你的男生,总告诉你不要胡思乱想,因为其实他在为你们谋划着最美丽真实的未来。同时让你无忧无虑地等待他要给你的惊喜。  

28.真正爱你的男生,可能不像你一样清楚地记得某些纪念日,他觉得爱你是每时每刻的,并不是靠这几天简单的日子。  

29.真正爱你的男生,不会轻易对你当面说“我爱你”,因为他为你做过的每件事都已经这么说了。除非在非常时刻,为了不让你无端地误解他。 

30.真正爱你的男生,总觉得有些话只说一遍就够了,因为你已经了解他的心。说得多了,他会觉得不珍贵。  

31.真正爱你的男生,如果他去机场接你,不会像你期望的那样捧着玫瑰大声叫“亲爱的”,只是自然地提过你的行李,然后想用眼睛抱紧你似的心疼地说,怎么瘦得像豆芽菜了? 

32.真正爱你的男生,当你发脾气时,只会不做声地听你把火发完,然后慢慢地说,你明天有课吗?早点睡吧。  

33.真正爱你的男生,不懂当你生气挂掉电话后应该立即打来,过了若干小时后会发条短信问你消气了没有?如果你质问他为何这么久才打来,他会理直气壮的说,你生气时我的解释一定没有用,等你的火消了,我的解释才有效果。  

34.真正爱你的男生,总是叫你小姑娘,可是每次他做什么重大的决定,却总想先听听你的建议。 

35.真正爱你的男生,不喜欢玩具小毛熊,却一直把你送他的小熊放在床头。  

36.真正爱你的男生,当和你发生争执时,总是控制不了地先妥协,先承认“我错了”,过后发来短信以“神经病”开头,以“宝贝”结尾。事实上你也清楚,这次是你有点无理取闹。

37.真正爱你的男生,很想很想你时,也会买玫瑰送你,傻傻地等着你,却不知道自己捧的是月季。没关系,他的心里送的是玫瑰。  

38.真正爱你的男生,嘴巴都不甜,但是他的吻能传递他所有的热情。  

39.真正爱你的男生,当听到你对他讲很“酸”的话时,他反而会装得很正经,其实心里很甜很甜。

40.真正爱你的男生,如果不能经常见到你,他会让自己忙碌起来,为了不去想你,因为他知道一想你将会一发不可收拾。

这样对你的人真的是可遇而不可求,可是每个女生都在努力的寻找着……

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Urm.. today’s just okay besides the fact that I had an argument with someone yesterday, the one who brought me into the world. Sigh.. Don't wanna comment much though. Anyway, sorta blur about what to do today, most probably dip my face into the pages of never-ending work, or just lay my restless soul on the bed of flowers, tricking my control centre, my brain that is, to think of only beautiful things that I want to have in life. Lolx..
What a sentence.

I guess I’ll just sit and think about the 21st birthday that I’m gonna have in two weeks time. Still blur bout it. Sad thing.Still 2more weeks to stay 20th,cant believe I'm getting older so fast !!
Aih.. such a boring and torturing period of time. On the other hand, I still had second thoughts whether i should go to Hong Kong or not. LOL.. I'm seriously broke >.<
Sigh… hadn’t been online for what seemed ages and these are the things that I have for my column. Lolx.. Too bad I did not wish to comment about the bombastic uni stuff, or else it’ll take me aeons to complete my post. Well… short, simple, informative, and done with i am. That’s today’s post.
=)

The weather makes me want to sleep @.@

Monday, April 19, 2010

Yea.. I had my honeydew ice and asam laksa finally today..

Thanks so much for my babe for cheering me up during this hardtime..

Love ya..

huggiesss :)

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

Arghh...

Stomachache...

Stomachache...

Stomachache...

>.<





How I wish I could have this as my dinner right now..

Yea, mango ice, you owe me babe :P

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

It rains almost everyday..
Something must have gone wrong with the clouds. The rate of condensation must have gone crazy… and because of that, yes, simply because of that I have to restrict myself from accessing to the internet.=
Oh well, Aih.. I just don’t know what’s happened to everyone nowadays. People seemed to be ‘different’ from who they used to be. Some turned upside down, some inside out, some lost their brain, some gained a little bit of brains, not to mention that some has turned a new leaf..or I'm the one who are changing? Hahahaha.. Lol… what a phenomena.
Hrm… it’s raining again…

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

爱情不能等你有空才珍惜

我们总是以为
我们会找到一个自己很爱很爱的人
可是当我们回首
才发觉自己曾经多么天真

假如从来没有开始
你怎么知道自己会不会很爱很爱那个人呢?
其实
很爱很爱的感觉
是要在一起经历了许多事情之後才会发现的

茫茫人海可以找到一个心爱的人
这是多么大的福气
或许没有你想象那么好
应该也不会糟糕到哪里
所以要知福惜福好好珍惜
多说关怀话
少说责备话

如果你懂得珍惜
你会发现你获得的越来越多
如果你一昧追求
你会发现你失去的越来越快

爱情合理就好
不要委屈将就
不要相信完美的爱情
其实彼此有缺点
有一种纯朴的可爱就足够了
当我们只拥有一只鞋子的时候
才会明白失去另一只鞋子的滋味
消逝的恋情总是刻骨铭心的
珍惜或放下
都是生命中必经的过程

相爱的时候需要真诚
争执的时候需要沟通
生气的时候需要冷静
愉快的时候需要分享
指责的时候需要谅解
过日子的时候需要包容

一个人的生命里
擦肩而过的人有千千万万
有几个是知音
有几个是深爱自己的人
爱情再坚固
也无法承受忙碌的侵蚀
你忙得天荒地乱
你忙得忘记关心
你忙得身心疲惫
你忙得无所适从
但是
爱情不能等你有空才珍惜!

Monday, March 8, 2010

I think my college is trying to challenge my patience,

1: NO INTERNET WiFI
We were told that UM is trying to upgrade their internet wireless system every night, but the pek chek thing is I really couldnt feel any different, and the line is even getting slower and more unstable than before ! WTH

2: WATER-SHORTAGE
Alright, I know this cant blame on my college's fault since the whole Petaling Jsys facing the same problem.But this was the first time I feel how important water is since I gotta worked so hard to get a 3kg water from lorry tank and carried it --> climb up to second floors >.<

3: NO ELECTRICITY
This is what happen now while I'm writing this post.This happen only in my floor !! Damn.. I still have a pile of tutorials awaitng for me~ Please go away mosquito, my blood is not tasty. >.<

Arhhhh....i think i gonna ciao soon ~~~

Tuesday, March 2, 2010



Just browsed through my hardisk and found this song in it.It was one of my favourite song when I was 17.Totally agreed with the lyrics and the video is sooooooo touching *tears rolling in eyes* =) Just wanna share it with you guys..

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

做不成男女朋友,做个特别的朋友

两个可能彼此相爱、喜欢的人,
但是,又不属于友情、爱情、亲情中的任何一种,
彼此不能成为男女朋友,只能做个特别的朋友……
也许是为了朋友之间的义气,不能归属。
也许是为了顾及家人的意见,不能归位。
也许是为了自己的前程,不能承诺。
也许是相遇太早,还不懂得珍惜对方。
也许是相遇太晚,彼此身边已经有了另一个人。
也许是回头太迟,对方已不再等待。
也许彼此在捉摸对方的心,而迟迟无法跨出界线……
不过即使没在一起,
彼此仍能找到塌实的感觉,
仍然会保持不隶属任何一种感情的关系。
但是彼此心底清楚,
对这个人,你比朋友还多了一份关心。
因为有了彼此,心里总是被幸福塞的满满的……
即使不能彼此名正言顺的牵着手逛街,
还是可以做无所不谈的朋友。
彼此有喜欢的人,口头上会说不吃醋,
心里却会觉得胃疼……
对方遇到困难时,
会尽全力伸出援助之手,
不会计较谁又欠了谁。
对方生病了,
会缴尽脑汁找药方,
恨不得变成护士,陪伴在身旁……
每个人这辈子,
心中都有过这幺一个特别的朋友,
很矛盾的行为。
一开始可能不甘心只做朋友的,
但久了,突然发现这样最好。
宁愿这样关心对方的心情,
总好过彼此生活在一起受伤害……
做不成男女朋友,
当个特别的朋友,
有什么不好呢?
你心中的这个特别的朋友...? 是谁呢
很多的感情,
都败在了现实的面前……
友情可以演变成为爱情,
爱情最终进化成为亲情,
彼此就将友情直接进步到亲情……
人生不过百年……
能牵手的时候,请别只是肩并肩,
能拥抱的时候,请别只是手牵手,
能在一起的时候,请别轻易分开,
能成为红颜知己,请别刻意离开!
珍惜彼此之间塌实的感觉

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

转贴 :

一。和她发短信时,回复一定要快,让她觉得你放下手上的事情立刻回复她,字数一定要比她的多,这样她会觉得你很在乎她。


二。每天睡觉之前一定要给她一条道“晚安”的短信,不管你有多晚,因为她可能一直在等你,只是她嘴上说不管。即便是她已经昏昏睡去,第二天一醒来也会立刻去查收信息。


三。看到她的未接电话要立刻打过去,任何时候不要让她找不到你,因为这样她会一直很不安心。


四。你问她想不想你时,如果她说不想,你不要生气,因为她的不想就是想。


五。千万要记得女生都是害羞的,不要什么都让她主动。也不要在她表现心疼、吃醋、关心你的时候不停地问,只要偷偷地笑心里甜就够了,也许她不想让你知道她无时无刻不在想对你好。


六。经常去她的空间逛逛,即使什么也不留下,但是她看到你来过的痕迹也会很开心,也许有些心情就是为你而写。顺便看看她的心情日志什么的,还有她好友的留言,多知道点她的小秘密挺好,准备惊喜也容易点。


七。牵了手就不要轻易说分手,吵架的时候也不要说。如果她赌气跑开,只要一个用力的拥抱就能让她安静,就能让她感觉到你的爱。希望你能懂她离开时想要被挽留,如果说出口那只是乞求来的温柔。


八。开始一段新的恋情的前提是放下前面的所有恋情,你可以把她们给你的信物和美好记忆保留着,但是请把这些用一个匣子藏在她永远不会发现的地方,因为那些她不知道的事对于她是致命的伤害。记住女生都是敏感的动物。


九。如果一时冲动分了手,请给彼此冷却的时间,想清楚她就是你想要的人就勇敢地告诉她,不管用什么手段,死皮赖脸也好让她回到你身边就好。如果真的爱她就不要放开她,不要让她伤心,不要让她流泪,你明明知道她有多傻,她会傻傻等你的,你知道女生的青春有多么宝贵么!如果你还心疼她绝不要在分手不到一个月就移情别恋,这样等于在她伤口上撒盐。请你交换角色想一想,如果你女朋友和你分手第二天就在别的男人怀里开心地笑,你的心会有多痛?


如果你有一个傻丫头,请你好好珍惜她好好爱她好吗?也许你不知道你的一句关心,你的一个微笑,你的一个吻,一个拥抱,一个摸头发的动作都是她的幸福,其实她要的只是这么简单。她不奢求太多的惊喜,太多的浪漫,有你就是她所有的幸福。不要轻易放开她,因为她是傻丫头,她会在别人面前装的很强,对每个人微笑,然后半夜一个人躲在楼梯拐角处偷偷哭啼,她会不停地听着和你有关的歌,默默关注着你,默默的生病,默默的流泪,她会开始变的沉默,变得开始唱悲伤的歌,弹悲伤的曲子。

如果你真的有一个傻丫头请记得你说的话好吗?请你让她幸福,给她幸福,要自信的对她说:“我会让你变成全世界最幸福的人,我要让所有的人都羡慕你有一个好老公。”


其实 我要的 就这么简单...

Sunday, February 7, 2010

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah ~~
Roma-roma-ma~~
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la ~~ =p
Just here to make a short update,I'm finally free to get a chance to hanging around in my graciousparadise after a long busy week. >.<
Been extremely busy for this 2weeks and my exam is just around the corner, but I'm still not in the mood yet.
My feet is burning, burning !!
Gosh..i seriously gonna die this time..help me >.<
hehe..

Justin Bieber - Baby

Ohh wooaah
You know you love me,I know you care
You shout whenever, And I'll be there
You want my love, You want my heart
And we will never ever ever be apart

Are we an item? Girl quit playing
Were just friends, Or are we saying
So there's another one, Looks right in my eyes

My first love broke my heart for the first time,
And I was like
Baby, baby, baby nooo
My baby, baby, baby noo
My baby, baby, baby nooo
I thought you'd always be mine mine

Baby, baby, baby nooo
My baby, baby, baby noo
My baby, baby, baby nooo
I thought you'd always be mine, oh oh

For you, I would have done whatever
Another chance and we, We get together
And wanna play it cool, About loosin' you
I'll buy you anything, I'll buy you any ring
Cause I'm uneasy, So come and fix me
Come and shake me til' you wake me from this bad dream

Im going down, down, down
*everybody!*

Baby, baby, baby nooo
My baby, baby, baby noo
My baby, baby, baby nooo
I thought you'd always be mine

Baby, baby, baby nooo
My baby, baby, baby noo
My baby, baby, baby nooo
I thought you'd always be mine

You can give me all your love,
But sometimes it wont be love
Everybody told me this day would come,
Now I'm all gone
You can give all your love,
But sometimes it wont be love
Everybody told me this day would come

And I was like
Baby, baby, baby nooo
My baby, baby, baby noo
My baby, baby, baby oooh
I thought you'd always be mine

YeahYeah (5x)
Now Im all yours, yours, yours, ooh
Im yours, ooohh

*Just cant stop singing this song lately =)

Monday, January 18, 2010

난 힘이 들때면 Lucky in my life
그대가 꿈처럼 다가오네요
슬퍼 질때면 난 Lucky in my dream
그대 따스하게 날 꼭 감싸주네요
언제나 이렇게 웃어요 난
세상이 힘들게 해도
난 절대 눈물은 보이고 싶진 않죠
내 맘을 모르는 그대라도
멀리서라도 그대의 그 미소를
간직할 수 있어 다행이죠
울고 싶을땐 Lucky in my love
상상속 그대가 멋져보여요
울적해지면 난 Lucky in my world
그대 꿈결처럼 날 꼭 안아주죠
언제나 이렇게 웃어요 난
세상이 힘들게 해도
난 절대 눈물은 보이고 싶진 않죠
내 맘을 모르는 그대라도
멀리서라도 그대의 그 미소를
간직할 수 있어 다행이죠

모든게 아름다워 난 너무 행복한걸
외로운 세상에 난 또 내 소원을 담아요
언제나 이렇게 웃어요 난
세상이 힘들게 해도
난 절대 눈물은 보이고 싶진 않죠
내 맘을 모르는 그대라도
멀리서라도 그대의 그 미소를
간직할 수 있어 다행이죠
그대 한걸음만 다가와요

Sunday, January 17, 2010




This is me ..
I love to draw, and I used to draw..
One of the way to release my tension..
Know that I’m not in the right mood lately..
I choose to hide away from this ugly reality and indulge myself in ‘drawing’..
Despite of knowing that I’m having a test which carry 20% of the subject soon
Cause I just couldn’t find any other better way than this..to express my deep feeling

I do enjoy this kind of feeling..
Shut off my mind and lock myself in the room..
Crying, shouting and laughing madly alone..being emo
And thinking of nothing..
I just love this kind of feeling..

Stress..

Released..

Released..

Released…

And back to reality…

Don’t worry bout me guys, I’m alright
fully recharged =)

It is not true that life is one damn thing after another; it is one damn thing over and over..

Sunday, January 10, 2010

I’m sick..
I feel so upset..
I don’t feel good..
I’m so exhausted..
I had nightmares for this few nights, which makes me so sleepless lately..
I don’t feel to talk recently..
I feel so heavy this moment..
I wish I could stay in house for longer time, even just for one more hour..
I wish he could be here to pamper me in this moment..
I wish I could just lay on bed and have my mind rest, but I got a pile of works awaiting for me..
I’m totally blank, have no idea to solve my tutorials at all..
I hate being alone in room..
I hate this kind of feeling..
I hate…

I just hate everything…

Sorry for being emo again =(

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

Filtration, Galvanisation, and Chocolatisation

Yeah, my life has undergone three processes, filtration, galvanisation, and chocolatisation, in just a day. Today was quite a blessed day, besides the fact that there were some complications with my breathing.. Urm,I tried to adapt to the changes to my life through the three difficult processes, and I hope things will turn out fine. Today was the first trial run for me, and things went on okay. It feels good when we care less about our surroundings, especially about things and people who have nothing to do with us, and of course it feels great not to worry too much about peoples’ asses. =P

I felt slightly lighter today. Filtration process has helped me expel filthy animals outta my life, while the Galvanisation process required me to be mean to mean people and to shield myself from their words. Chocolatisation was the best part of the whole set of processes. It simply helps me through thick and coarse the sweet way, but a lot of people have to pay the price for me to walk this path. Lolx.. I made it sound so scary. Actually its just a minor change. But I wasn’t joking la.. thanks all my friends for being my companions during the hard times..

*feel like biting chocolate now =)