Bye 2008

This is the last posting for year 2008, just wanna wish you all have a wonderful & prosperous year 2009.May,
~Faith makes all things possible
~Hope makes all things work
~Love makes all things beautiful
~Stay healthy and happy always
~Dreams come true
Jia you~~

Devil me..=S










The naughty girl blocked my face =P

Taking pic in clinic (Perasan =.=' )















Nice clinic (Take from the place where my friend is working)












Love this picture (Coz Mic says I look pretty in this =p )








Our gang (Formal)









Our gang (Casual)






25th DECEMBER 2008,







I HEART X'MAS












With my sisters..






This year X'maz celebs was cool. Lol.So holy yet so rocking.Yea, really.Went to Sunway Pyramid and shop for X'mas present for whole day.Dinner at Yuan for steamboat buffet.After back home prepare for Boxing Day and have some wine and vodka.Yea, that's tasty.(Bit drunk).Ahhahaha.Nth much really happened today but sumhow i’ve got so much crapz to write about.Lolx. This, is really me.Love to write, express, and not forgetting…crap.Oh yeah, crapping rocks…(depends on whether u ave a listnener anot) hahaha~~ (Ciaoz)

X'mas coming..Hoho

Obstacles in life, The ups and downs, Lefts and rights, It was a smooth journey today, Yet i met a bump, almost at the end of my journey, then a roundabout of words, which made me swear, ‘I will never take this path again’, Perhaps tomorrow will be a better journey, If and only if, I choose my path wisely, considering only my interests, and am i proud to say, It wasn’t my fault.

Sighs.No comments about what happened.It was indeed a fine day, trying to be a nice girl again and so..Oh well it just happened.Not all people can keep his or her ego away and apologize or even thank another person.Lol.What to do.I just hope God will bless that person and and make that person understand better.Ha.I’m getting over it now.Coz I’ve got nothing to lose. >.< Just forget about that.

*Btw, X'mas is coming around la* Whoahohoho (I'm just lil bit too excited..cant wait for that day) XD

突然好想你

最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息
想念如果会有声音
不愿那是悲伤的哭泣
事到如今终於让自已属于我自已
只剩眼泪还骗不过自己

突然好想你..
你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你..
突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛

我们像一首最美丽的歌曲
变成两部悲伤的电影
为什麽你带我走过最难忘的旅行
然後留下最痛的纪念品

我们那麽甜那麽美那麽相信
那麽疯那麽热烈的曾经
为何我们还是要奔向
各自的幸福和遗憾中老去

突然好想你..
你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你
突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛

最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息
最怕此生已经决定自己过
没有你却又突然听到你的消息...

Sigh.Woke up so damn early this morning just to pay the hospital a visit.Whoah.. whoah.Yawned thousands of times with people looking attentively at me, as though I was the alien there.Those faces… so scary man!! Some looked at me with watery eyes (dunno what’s wrong, perhaps I’m looked too pathetic in my sleepy mood), then small kids looked at me with their innocent faces as if I’m Santa ( hush..I know X'mas is coming)then doctors were scanning my face with puzzled looks ( perhaps they thought a person of my age shouldn’t ave been there.Oh well,the fact is that I’m there.) and the old ppl looked so scary!! Oh well, they stared at me. I guess they hate teens. I dint ask to be there.First thing the doctor tell was funny,:'Girl, you're extremely underweight, even a small turnado could blow u off '. Oh man, are you trying to crack jokes wih me?! I totally have no mood for that.Overall,the whole physiotheraphy process was just okay.(It's really pain, especially the injured part).I still gotta undergo bout 10times upon the recovery.Doctor says I might get taller bout 3 to 4cm than before after recovery **Happy** But one thing that I gotta promise to him is to take more food.Muahahaa..hope can get well soon yea.

What a boring day again.Woke up at around 11.30 a.m., the first thing I did was to stare at the calendar. That’s probably what I do everyday. Counting days. sighy. Ha. Not too bad tho. At least I’m doing something rather than doing nothing. I was browsing thru people’s blog n found so many interesting things that they penned. Sigh’z. Everybody’s so packed and busy with their life and so, and I seemed to be the only one who’s got nothing to write at all. My life’s kinda boring now. Nothing really interesting happened for me to report here. Yea, true, I still follow the same old monotonous routine, sleep, wake up in front of the tv, eat, browsing thru my phone, on9, sleep again, tv, eat, then sleep. That is. Hrmm. today is slightly better than yesterday. Helping my sis to finish up her 2000 pieces puzzles. Got an excuse for not holding any household (Ssshh.. dun let my mummy know yea =P) . At least something which will keep me occupied for long hour rather than to sit n eat for hours at the couch. I sincerely tot my holidays at home would be nice and enjoyable, that was a month ago tho, but it seems that I’ve made a wrong assumption.lol.Life’s so plain for me.When it was supposed to be colourful and vibrant.
Oh well. Days are still counting la after all.Won’t stop just because of me. And I believe that I’m not really counting days, in fact days are ‘counting’ me away.. ha~

Never frown, even when you are sad,
because you never know who is
falling in love with your smile.

Bla Bla..

I was in a very crunchy mood yesterday, well more appropriate for me to say that I’ve been slightly touchy lately. I imagined my long holidays being anything but having so many stuffs packed into my schedule. To be exact, I expected my leave to be carefree and yea, so much more free than usual, without having to worry about a single thing tho these things revolved around me every single moment and walked in and out of my life every second. Hahahaha.. It ain’t simple! *gag* Well housework is one thing, cant blame my household for having me as a maid, well its for a good cause. The reason: ‘To train you to take care of yourself in case if you don’t get married..or you gotta travel oversea for your further study (well I’ve heard enough). I’m grateful tho, how ironic can that be. whoah.. a whole lot of them.. Well I’m seriously going for a holiday after X'mas. No time for social gatherings at the moment. Time’s running real short. Well, hopefully,the third week of freedom is gonna be so much more meaningful and worth living. Looking forward to that.. X’mas’s coming btw!!! =) hoorray

Hey guyz,
I'm back...finally
Sorry I haven't made a post in the longest time. I've been extremely busy and STPM is now over finally . Well,I think this year STPM is really sucks.what expected is not come out as expected.ha.anyway, just forget about it.Today’s slightly better a day to live.. at least i can sleep without alarm next to me.Took a break from paint work to clean other parts of the house. Felt a little lighter. Anyway, work has to be done whether today or tomorrow, so it actually makes no difference. Well, its okay, and most importantly, i woke up on the left side of the bed today, not to mention i had long undisturbed hours of sleep. Can’t wait for Christmas to come.. Nothing else to comment and this will be all to call it a day.but i think its kinda hard day for me as today is only the second day after finished exam.its bored to just stay at home and facing the wall.anyway, i going to hang out with shin oppa tomorrow.yeahh...


(Read: I may not post for a while again because i'll not in KL for quite a long time.
Its time to play!! XD)

Frustrated...

I'm truely sorry I haven't posted here in long time. It's been almost 3 months! There's been a ton going on in my life: trial is coming...and of course STPM.Its so many things happen in skul and the ppl around me.anyway, exam is around the corner. gotta do well in it.

Please pray for me yea..

Words of Wisdom

If someone does something new with their hair, and they ask you if you like it, the answer is usually
"YES! I love it!"

(you'll know if they're asking for brutal honesty- generally because they'll say "Tell me the truth, you can be totally honest")

The answer is NEVER "

Oh, that was on purpose? I just thought you were just having a bad hair day."

Updates..

I got a haircut on last Saturday. Everyone seems to love it! But how do you really know? No one will ever tell you, "Man, you blew that one. I hope it grows out soon." It's short! (Read: it's totally medium length for normal people that don't always have crazy long hair like me.) I also really like it because it's very conducive to the roll-out-of-bed look. Big fan of not having to style so much. Woooooooo! I have NICE HAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =P

Lost In Life..

Remember Mario Bros? and how they used to go up into the clouds and you'd get a million coins up there? Well right now I feel like i'm living in a dream world. I literally want someone to pinch me and wake me up because right now my head is sleeping. This is a world where the doorman knows my name and opens the door to the taxi for me. People give me weird looks when I tell them sorry. (guess I'm one of the only people who actually appreciates it). There are no other words to describe how I feel these days. I'm just lost in a daze trying to wake up. Only problem is if people poke me, i feel it. [; )] My world is changing. Making a complete 180 in fact. What am I to do? What's gonna happen next? Life is a mystery. I guess I'll just have to live out this amazing ride.

Dear Miss 'Earthworm' and SS..

It is not all the time that i want to talk about people or give comments to others, but since i'm at it, i guess the people who feel that i'm stepping on their tails should really consider what has really gone wrong about themselves; or about me perhaps, since they are always Mr. and Mrs. Right. Throwing tantrums all over on others as though everyone on Earth owes h(er)im. Well, if it's not yours, it can never be yours. Face it. Don't be a cry baby telling the whole world how much you dislike certain things or certain people. And don't hate people for the things they have and things you don't. Its just sick. Unless you're a sicko. I strongly feel so. That's too bad, but it's none of my business by the way. Stay away from my dear friend and that's my concern. C'mon..Be yourself, dumbo, be original though i heard you've never been ever since you came to Earth. Slut your way out of our lives please. Pardon me for the language but that person really deserves it.

and..

Return my band !!

Perhaps Love..

I don’t remember when it happened.
I’d get dizzy just thinking about you.
Because my thoughts kept stretching, my heart was surprised.
It’s a little awkward that I keep saying to you that “it’s nothing”
and that “my heart’s just trifling”

Is this love? And if you feel the same way, is this the beginning?
My heart keeps saying it loves you and the more the world listens
the louder it yells it.
Why is it just now that I hear it?
That the love has been found us so we might be together.

Even if I try to explain my feelings, the only true way to understand
would be to become me and feel them.
I’m already inside of you, just how you’re inside of me.
I don’t know if we’ve gotten used to the meaning between us.

Is this love? And if you feel the same way, is this the beginning?
My heart keeps saying it loves you and the more the world listens
the louder it yells it.Why is it just now that I hear it?
That the love has been found us so we might be together.

Now that I think about it, there were so many moments of fluttering.
I’ll make up for all the time lost.

I’ll be with you and give you only good memories,
so in return you can’t leave me.
Even the slightest moments make me feel uneasy
Stay with me

I’m loving you until then..

走火入魔

Totally addicted with this song .. =P

丁噹+五月天阿信-走火入魔

對不起 剛才我 是不是聽錯
還是我 想太多 想到了昏頭
天氣 不錯 開了窗 吹走臉紅

進一步 退一步 都害怕打破
更不想 在原地 永遠作朋友
給你 線索 也給我 勇敢藉口

下定決心 沈默 就讓沈默 為我們追究
你和我 這一刻 無聲的 耳語交流 卻突然震耳欲聾

一字一句一瞬間 走了火 一天一點一轉眼入了魔
忘了我從什麼時候
忘了你為什麼能夠讓我
一步一步 走火入魔

一字一句一瞬間 走了火 一天一點一轉眼 入了魔
如果你有相同感受
感受到有種突然的衝動
放肆一次 走火入魔
和我

一直猜 一直想 一直的揣摩
一直到 你變成 甜蜜的心痛
如果 可以 把如果 變成結果

下定決心 執著 就讓執著 為我們突破
我和你 的小說 這時候 出現煙火 讓情節充滿感動