If I were to picture 2009 as a flower, I would picture it as a flower with twelve petals. Each petal would be coloured a different colour from the rest. I may have put the summary a report too simple in my last post, but to me, 2009 has been a epic, not too long an epic.. but yes, an EPIC, which has been cleverly written by the one above us. It could be only happening to me, but the months of 2009, each of them had their own stories to tell. It’s as if they have a mind of themselves, and their stories, each, at the first dawn of every month awaited patiently to surface, just like a hatchling-to-be struggling to break through the hard shell of his egg.
January and February had been so easy on me, too easy till I find life having no meaning whatsoever.
March was sweet as sugar but too bad it didn’t last long enough for April to greet me.
May could have been a better month for me, but I could say that I was quite satisfied with it, if it was for my birthday. =P
June been really unfair for me. Each and every day hurt me down to the spine.
July was the month I learnt that life’s so different when I look at it from a different corner. It somehow drizzled once in a while leaving me wet under the skies.
August was the months of pain and agony. Everyone expected every little bit from me even when I have nothing left for myself.
This dragged on till September and October. However, the highlights during September and October weren’t how painful I felt, but it was a month when I lost my handphone and my beloved one.Rest in peace grandpa..
Some were spent on really deserving occasions, while some proved unworthy of the expenditure. I sighed the most these sixty one days. This was also the time I told the God how much I wanted things to be mended.
November was the month mixed with sweet and bitter memories, struggling dreadfully in examinations.
December, being the last month of the year had been most memorable. There were a few moments which had carved a smile on my face, and changed my perspective on certain things.
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Whether things will last till my very last semi-second on Earth or not, I don’t know, but I certainly hope so.
All in all, 2009, being heavier on one side of the scale, had been just so-so besides what I’ve described it earlier as great. As Squidward has said it once, ‘After so long, you now know that what you really want isn’t what you’re looking for, because what you want all these while is what’s inside you all along…’ . (please give squidward a round of applause…) =)
I could have said that earlier probably because my mood was still good and fresh, but the descriptions made here on this column had been expressed out of a neutral mood or fair point of view. Thanks to December, my year hasn’t been as bad as rotten cucumbers. About 2010, as everyone has a say about its arrival, I should expect that it is a year with more hope and peace of mind. More hope for those who had been hurt in the previous year, more hope for those who pray for success, and more hope for those who are in need. In fact, more hope for those in search for a peaceful mind. As what I have learnt and what people had taught me last year, perhaps this year is a year that I should be a little mature about things.
It could be a little funny to say that the reasoning power that I’ve worshipped so far hadn’t been really helpful at certain occasion, so may be I could just spare myself two more chances of unleashing it this year, and should no one understand simple logic. LOL.. there’s nothing I could do but to take action, as my friends had always said, ‘action speaks louder than words’. I won’t let myself get hurt this year, and I hope no one would be so unreasonable to hurt me. Patience had really sickened me last year. 2010 is simply a revenge year for me. Hahaha.. Let’s see how 2010 goes..
My diary (or perhaps, my old self) had taught me a new thing in life… I quote,
"Let yesterday tell you how blessed tomorrow will be, and listen to tomorrow when he tells you how blessed your yesterdays were…"
If you think the meaning is something like this, "Your yesterdays were blessed and good, and your tomorrow will be blessed and good too..", you’re making me laugh, >.< so you better think again because that’s not the meaning..
Anyway.. Happy New Year to everyone…
Don’t frown.. I don’t bite, I just swallow. =P
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Monday, December 28, 2009
-------> 2010
Whoah.. its coming to the end of the year again. Christmas had been fun, real fun and good for me, in fact it was one of the very best Christmas I’ve ever had in my life. Frankly speaking, the best present one will ever receive is a cheesecake, and until this very moment, I am still stunned at the wonders he can do. True, I shouldn’t even doubt that he could do that, but it came too suddenly and I guess I was shocked. Really shocked, but happy. More happy than anything that could happened to me. It was the best gift I ever received for Christmas so far. Thanks for being there to make up my day and give me warmth on this white snowy season. Thanks a lot .. for so much love and care.
The year-end summary… Year 2009 has been so unpredictable in so many aspects. Yea, a month there was when I thought everything was under my feet, and a week after that I found that those things were not as what I expect them to be. Some had gone out of control and some had even gone on top of my head. Then there was some arguments here and there, and problems with people being selfish, but I found out that in the end, things weren’t what thought to be. In fact I was wrong bout certain things at times. Anyway, this year had been nice and memorable to me. I just hope that certain things would last and that the coming year, 2010 would be of a better year for myself and the people I love, I adore of. All in all, I’m satisfied with the three hundred and sixty five sunsets I have seen and thanks guys, my heart is still smiling because of you guys… =)
The year-end summary… Year 2009 has been so unpredictable in so many aspects. Yea, a month there was when I thought everything was under my feet, and a week after that I found that those things were not as what I expect them to be. Some had gone out of control and some had even gone on top of my head. Then there was some arguments here and there, and problems with people being selfish, but I found out that in the end, things weren’t what thought to be. In fact I was wrong bout certain things at times. Anyway, this year had been nice and memorable to me. I just hope that certain things would last and that the coming year, 2010 would be of a better year for myself and the people I love, I adore of. All in all, I’m satisfied with the three hundred and sixty five sunsets I have seen and thanks guys, my heart is still smiling because of you guys… =)
Dear SS
SS is always there for me it seems.
Sometimes I may hate said individual but about 5 times as much I feel SS is the only one I can not only be honestly myself with, but the only one that is there for me. I would like to thank the unnamed for everything did for me, thanks for the cheesecakes, thanks for being there to be my listener all the time, thanks for the genting trip, it really surprised me alot, thanks for giving me a wonderful Christmas.I really appreciate it.
I would like SS to know that I will forever more be in his debt. It is one of the few things I am thankful for.
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Thursday, November 19, 2009
Monday, October 26, 2009
As Though Life Itself Isn’t Tough Enough..
Sigh… It’s again a sad thing to start off a post with a sigh. But heck, what to do? When life’s really burning at your feet, no matter how hard you try not to think about it or try to avoid it, you still feel it searing every corners and sides of your toes. I’ve sighed till there’s no other sighs superior than mine. Can you imagine that? Sometimes I don’t understand why I sigh so much but I definitely did not choose to sigh. >.< Maybe it’s inherent or inborn.
I really hate to post sad columns, but by chance that whenever I have the opportunity to blog, I’m filled with frustrations. That’s why my ‘graciousparadise’ is filled with sad posts.Not gracious at all. Sigh.. Only when someone has lost so many things, people start to pay attention to that person. That’s what I saw lately. Everyone had their problems. I had mine too. The thing is that, I don’t know how to phrase mine. It doesn’t look complex, but in actual fact things are all really messy. And they are all really disappointing. Certain people just can’t seem to understand certain things sometimes. And certain people tend to forget about their grassroots. There are some who do not even bother to see to the things people ask of them. A handful of them like to pinch. The rest point their noses high as though they want to collect rainwater in their nostrils.
When I turned left today, I saw a guy who takes things real light as long as it doesn’t hurt him. When I turned right, I met a girl who thinks she has everything when she does what the guy she likes, likes to do. Above me, I saw a group of young boys trying to please themselves by telling each other how much people around them had cared for them, and under my nose I saw a bunch of filthy animals thinking that they’re greater than any creature ever existed, but they had forgotten that they’re even cheaper than the drain moss that I collected for my biology project before. It’s so lame when people start to realise things when it’s too late.
What can I do?
Why on Earth, do not people learn and deliver when time hasn’t become the limiting factor? Why gotta wait till after words are said and actions are done only will people start to do what they’re supposed to do when it wasn’t too late but learn that they regret, from that very point of time, when it’s too late? Things aren’t that complicated unless we think they are. Humans I think, which I thought I was wrong earlier, really are selfish, as time had failed to prove me wrong until today. It saddens me to discover how ignorant certain people are and how unwilling people are to change and so. But it wonders me how certain filthy creatures behave nowadays. Pardon me if I hurt anyone in this way. If anyone noticed, I have not mentioned anyone in this column, but everyone is welcomed to do a role call as you go the the list.
Life’s not that easy, especially when God make it difficult for us. .
I really hate to post sad columns, but by chance that whenever I have the opportunity to blog, I’m filled with frustrations. That’s why my ‘graciousparadise’ is filled with sad posts.Not gracious at all. Sigh.. Only when someone has lost so many things, people start to pay attention to that person. That’s what I saw lately. Everyone had their problems. I had mine too. The thing is that, I don’t know how to phrase mine. It doesn’t look complex, but in actual fact things are all really messy. And they are all really disappointing. Certain people just can’t seem to understand certain things sometimes. And certain people tend to forget about their grassroots. There are some who do not even bother to see to the things people ask of them. A handful of them like to pinch. The rest point their noses high as though they want to collect rainwater in their nostrils.
When I turned left today, I saw a guy who takes things real light as long as it doesn’t hurt him. When I turned right, I met a girl who thinks she has everything when she does what the guy she likes, likes to do. Above me, I saw a group of young boys trying to please themselves by telling each other how much people around them had cared for them, and under my nose I saw a bunch of filthy animals thinking that they’re greater than any creature ever existed, but they had forgotten that they’re even cheaper than the drain moss that I collected for my biology project before. It’s so lame when people start to realise things when it’s too late.
What can I do?
Why on Earth, do not people learn and deliver when time hasn’t become the limiting factor? Why gotta wait till after words are said and actions are done only will people start to do what they’re supposed to do when it wasn’t too late but learn that they regret, from that very point of time, when it’s too late? Things aren’t that complicated unless we think they are. Humans I think, which I thought I was wrong earlier, really are selfish, as time had failed to prove me wrong until today. It saddens me to discover how ignorant certain people are and how unwilling people are to change and so. But it wonders me how certain filthy creatures behave nowadays. Pardon me if I hurt anyone in this way. If anyone noticed, I have not mentioned anyone in this column, but everyone is welcomed to do a role call as you go the the list.
Life’s not that easy, especially when God make it difficult for us. .
Friday, August 21, 2009
Today’s post, unfortunately will be a boring one, in contrast to what I had before. ‘Sigh…’ is the only thing I can do. It’s super boring, and tiring when you have loads of work to do, what more if you delay some of them till they stack up just like piles of haystack in farms. Yea, that’s me. I haven’t been really able breathe, have my own personal space, do things I like to do, talk to people I want to talk to, have a good night sleep, enjoy a scoop or two of ice cream, treat my tongue to a slice of chocolate-mint, shopping, cycling and movies. These were the things I usually do when I still had the time, and true to say that the word here is ‘were’. Haih..
And now the worst thing is that I have to face people I don’t wanna see everyday. It sucks. My gudness. I have changed a lot. From a jovial and crazy kinda gal, who knows her limits as in when to stop, I had transformed into a killing machine who have nothing in my mind but rage and frustration. Thanks to the environment of course. I had given up on doing homework. Really. That’s another change. Used to love them. I used vulgar words on last week with my parents at home. >.< I felt so different. It was the second time in my life that I was so vulgar. Of course there’s still some sense of humanity in me-
I FELT GUILTY.
Sigh. .Fate was never on my side ( I used to believe in lucks, but now NO). I had encountered so many disasters. I felt so devastated. Life wasn’t being fair to me. I avoided many peoples, friends and family. I missed people who had already passed away. I’m getting too greedy, I want everything good to be mine. I started day-dreaming. I do not give in anymore. Sympathy is not my game anymore. It’s history. Sigh.
I wish I could still gather courage in me to penetrate this emotional and spiritual barrier. Someone please lend me a hand .. arhhhh >.<
And now the worst thing is that I have to face people I don’t wanna see everyday. It sucks. My gudness. I have changed a lot. From a jovial and crazy kinda gal, who knows her limits as in when to stop, I had transformed into a killing machine who have nothing in my mind but rage and frustration. Thanks to the environment of course. I had given up on doing homework. Really. That’s another change. Used to love them. I used vulgar words on last week with my parents at home. >.< I felt so different. It was the second time in my life that I was so vulgar. Of course there’s still some sense of humanity in me-
I FELT GUILTY.
Sigh. .Fate was never on my side ( I used to believe in lucks, but now NO). I had encountered so many disasters. I felt so devastated. Life wasn’t being fair to me. I avoided many peoples, friends and family. I missed people who had already passed away. I’m getting too greedy, I want everything good to be mine. I started day-dreaming. I do not give in anymore. Sympathy is not my game anymore. It’s history. Sigh.
I wish I could still gather courage in me to penetrate this emotional and spiritual barrier. Someone please lend me a hand .. arhhhh >.<
101's back
Anyone still remember my 101 list?! =)
Let's check my achievement...here we go
+ FAMILY & RELATIONSHIPS
01. Visit my grandparents once a week and consistently- Goal completed
02. Take my younger sister to shopping with my own car.
03. Visit my cousin's grave and bring him flowers.
04. Make a new friend. ++ Goal completed ( Friends, I shall say)
05. Make a quality friend. Goal completed
06. Find a wife my older brother. =)
07. Spend a week with my mom. ++ goal completed
08. Get engaged (in the future).
09. Plan a wedding (in the future).
10. 'Kacau' my friends at the place where they worked. =P ++ goal completed
11. Plan a special 'just because' outing with him.
12. Get in contact with my best friend from primary & high school.
13. Spend a day with my cousins.++ Goal completed
14. Play W.O.W with friends.++ Goal completed
15. Go on a date a week for 6 months with my future 'him'.
16. Visit Sarah in whatever place she is in at the time.
+ CREATIVE & LEARN
17. Redesign my website. ++ goal completed
18. Create something on canvas.++ goal completed
19. Design new birthday cards. ++ goal completed
20. Update my portfolio. ++ goal completed
21. Take violin lessons.
22. Learn flash.++ goal completed
23. Take a pottery class.
24. Sign up for a dancing class. ++ goal completed
26. Visit the library, check out some good books.++ goal completed
27. Blog on design-friends for a month straight.
28. Take a language class. ++ goal completed (Going to learn France next, hope so)
29. Take a photo a day for 6 months and make a coffee table book.+ completed the 1st part
+ ENTERTAINMENT & TRAVEL
30. Visit Israel.
31. Live in another city. ++ goal completed
32. Go to Seattle.
33. Visit a wonder of the world.
34. Ride a train to an entirely new city or state.
35. Go apple picking.
36. Take a weekend trip to a different city.++ goal completed
37. Go tree house camping.
+ ORGANIZE
38. Clear out my inbox and keep emails organized.++ goal completed
39. Clean out my garage.++ goal completed
40. Clean up my room. ++ goal completed
41. Redesign my room. ++ goal completed
42. Organize my computer files, transfer files from old computer.++ goal completed
43. Buy a hard drive. ++ goal completed
44. Get around to backing up my computer because time machine is awesome and I have it. ++ goal completd
45. Organize my bookmarks. and share the good ones! ++ goal completed
+ FOR MYSELF
46. Start a workout, get healthy or stay in shape.
47. Not eat out for 2 months straight. (Trying hard to do so)
48. Make my bed for a month. ++ goal completed (In hostel)
49. Encourage someone to make a list! ++ goal completed
50. Plant a time capsule.
51. Keep a prayer journal.
52. Start a list with him.
53. Try a new haircut that I have never had.
54. Go to a movie by myself.
55. Enter myself into a competition.++ goal completed (in MHS/MKB)
56. Write down 5 good things a day for a month straight. (or longer)
57. Put aside rm50 a month for 6 months and then go on a shopping spree.
58. Write a "if anything ever happens to me" letter.
+ FOR OTHERS
59. Volunteer at orphanage with the kids.
60. Surprise someone.++ goal completed * simple task*
61. Write 10 handwritten letters.
62. Send some fun mail to 5 friends.++ goal completed
63. Invest my time in someone, be intentional.
64. Find a organization or missionary to support consistently.
65. Put together 5 Christmas shoeboxes.
66. Donate 5 bags of clothing.
67. Donate rm500.
68. Donate 101 items.
69. Treat a friend out to tea and scones.++ goal completed
70. Pray for someone for a month straight.++ goal completed
+ FUN
71. Make gourmet cupcakes.++ goal completed
72. Build a snowman.(Impossible in my place, I know)
73. Get a nice flat screen tv. ++ goal completed
74. Go on a picnic with my friends
75. Talk a walk in the rain.
76. Enter casino. (Still haven’t reach the age)
77. Snag a treasury. ++ goal completed
78. Host a swap party with friends.
79. Host a giveaway at my blog.
80. Attend a gameshow, talkshow, or something tv-related.++ goal completed
81. Blog daily for 30 consecutive days.
82. Win something, anything! I never win things. hehe.
83. Go to the beach and relax, build a sandcastle. ++ goal completed
84. Bake lace cookies and chocolate chipless cookies. ++ goal completed
85. Send a message in a bottle.
86. Host a crepe / holiday party with my friends.
87. Watch Star Wars...maybe. (I've never seen it, but it's funny to see people's reactions when I tell them)
+ STUDIES & MONEY
88. Add 10 new items to my jewelry box.
89. Start up my new life of studies.++ goal completed
90. Do a craft show.
91. Start a job, design-related.
92. Apply at university I longed for.++ goal completed
93. Get my finances in order.++ goal completed
94. Invest my money in something and start saving! ++ goal completed
95. See if I can live off my own income through my part time job.
96. Put away rm200 a month for 6 months straight.
97. Throw away my chemistry and biology books ++ goal completed
98. Start and stick to a budget.++ goal completed
99. Cut coupons and try to save some $ for 3 months.
100. Do not buy anything for myself for one whole month.(Extremely hard man)
101. At the end of the 1001 days, put aside rm25 in savings for each task completed.
Let's check my achievement...here we go
+ FAMILY & RELATIONSHIPS
01. Visit my grandparents once a week and consistently- Goal completed
02. Take my younger sister to shopping with my own car.
03. Visit my cousin's grave and bring him flowers.
04. Make a new friend. ++ Goal completed ( Friends, I shall say)
05. Make a quality friend. Goal completed
06. Find a wife my older brother. =)
07. Spend a week with my mom. ++ goal completed
08. Get engaged (in the future).
09. Plan a wedding (in the future).
10. 'Kacau' my friends at the place where they worked. =P ++ goal completed
11. Plan a special 'just because' outing with him.
12. Get in contact with my best friend from primary & high school.
13. Spend a day with my cousins.++ Goal completed
14. Play W.O.W with friends.++ Goal completed
15. Go on a date a week for 6 months with my future 'him'.
16. Visit Sarah in whatever place she is in at the time.
+ CREATIVE & LEARN
17. Redesign my website. ++ goal completed
18. Create something on canvas.++ goal completed
19. Design new birthday cards. ++ goal completed
20. Update my portfolio. ++ goal completed
21. Take violin lessons.
22. Learn flash.++ goal completed
23. Take a pottery class.
24. Sign up for a dancing class. ++ goal completed
26. Visit the library, check out some good books.++ goal completed
27. Blog on design-friends for a month straight.
28. Take a language class. ++ goal completed (Going to learn France next, hope so)
29. Take a photo a day for 6 months and make a coffee table book.+ completed the 1st part
+ ENTERTAINMENT & TRAVEL
30. Visit Israel.
31. Live in another city. ++ goal completed
32. Go to Seattle.
33. Visit a wonder of the world.
34. Ride a train to an entirely new city or state.
35. Go apple picking.
36. Take a weekend trip to a different city.++ goal completed
37. Go tree house camping.
+ ORGANIZE
38. Clear out my inbox and keep emails organized.++ goal completed
39. Clean out my garage.++ goal completed
40. Clean up my room. ++ goal completed
41. Redesign my room. ++ goal completed
42. Organize my computer files, transfer files from old computer.++ goal completed
43. Buy a hard drive. ++ goal completed
44. Get around to backing up my computer because time machine is awesome and I have it. ++ goal completd
45. Organize my bookmarks. and share the good ones! ++ goal completed
+ FOR MYSELF
46. Start a workout, get healthy or stay in shape.
47. Not eat out for 2 months straight. (Trying hard to do so)
48. Make my bed for a month. ++ goal completed (In hostel)
49. Encourage someone to make a list! ++ goal completed
50. Plant a time capsule.
51. Keep a prayer journal.
52. Start a list with him.
53. Try a new haircut that I have never had.
54. Go to a movie by myself.
55. Enter myself into a competition.++ goal completed (in MHS/MKB)
56. Write down 5 good things a day for a month straight. (or longer)
57. Put aside rm50 a month for 6 months and then go on a shopping spree.
58. Write a "if anything ever happens to me" letter.
+ FOR OTHERS
59. Volunteer at orphanage with the kids.
60. Surprise someone.++ goal completed * simple task*
61. Write 10 handwritten letters.
62. Send some fun mail to 5 friends.++ goal completed
63. Invest my time in someone, be intentional.
64. Find a organization or missionary to support consistently.
65. Put together 5 Christmas shoeboxes.
66. Donate 5 bags of clothing.
67. Donate rm500.
68. Donate 101 items.
69. Treat a friend out to tea and scones.++ goal completed
70. Pray for someone for a month straight.++ goal completed
+ FUN
71. Make gourmet cupcakes.++ goal completed
72. Build a snowman.(Impossible in my place, I know)
73. Get a nice flat screen tv. ++ goal completed
74. Go on a picnic with my friends
75. Talk a walk in the rain.
76. Enter casino. (Still haven’t reach the age)
77. Snag a treasury. ++ goal completed
78. Host a swap party with friends.
79. Host a giveaway at my blog.
80. Attend a gameshow, talkshow, or something tv-related.++ goal completed
81. Blog daily for 30 consecutive days.
82. Win something, anything! I never win things. hehe.
83. Go to the beach and relax, build a sandcastle. ++ goal completed
84. Bake lace cookies and chocolate chipless cookies. ++ goal completed
85. Send a message in a bottle.
86. Host a crepe / holiday party with my friends.
87. Watch Star Wars...maybe. (I've never seen it, but it's funny to see people's reactions when I tell them)
+ STUDIES & MONEY
88. Add 10 new items to my jewelry box.
89. Start up my new life of studies.++ goal completed
90. Do a craft show.
91. Start a job, design-related.
92. Apply at university I longed for.++ goal completed
93. Get my finances in order.++ goal completed
94. Invest my money in something and start saving! ++ goal completed
95. See if I can live off my own income through my part time job.
96. Put away rm200 a month for 6 months straight.
97. Throw away my chemistry and biology books ++ goal completed
98. Start and stick to a budget.++ goal completed
99. Cut coupons and try to save some $ for 3 months.
100. Do not buy anything for myself for one whole month.(Extremely hard man)
101. At the end of the 1001 days, put aside rm25 in savings for each task completed.
Saturday, June 27, 2009
Thursday, June 18, 2009
加油 !!
不明白，
真的不明白 上天为何总是不眷恋好人 。。
他那坚韧不拔地挨了一年多的苦，
得病时刚好是大学快要毕业的时候 ，
当时看着他就算再辛苦 也坚持到学校考试 ，
还考得了好成绩。。当时真的很为他高兴。。
每次看着那像钢笔一样粗的针插在手上
就连旁人都心疼的忍不住流泪，
他总是忍着泪水笑着地对我们说，
等他康复以后 一定要和我们到处去旅游 一起去喝荔枝冰
结果就终于等到了从生的机会，
为何就在所有人最期盼的那一刻 却带来了如此残酷的消息
以往无论多少的苦头 他都坚强地熬过了
为何上天还是选择继续这样地对待他。。。
我不明白。。
如今都已成了事实 那我们都只好接受
希望你不要放弃 因为无论你做的任何决定，
我们永远都会支持。。只要你不放弃。。
希望上天会保佑你 明天手术成功,
也保佑我 能申请到我所要的大学..
记得我们都会在这里等你回来 ！
明天, 我们一起为未来加油吧 ！！
真的不明白 上天为何总是不眷恋好人 。。
他那坚韧不拔地挨了一年多的苦，
得病时刚好是大学快要毕业的时候 ，
当时看着他就算再辛苦 也坚持到学校考试 ，
还考得了好成绩。。当时真的很为他高兴。。
每次看着那像钢笔一样粗的针插在手上
就连旁人都心疼的忍不住流泪，
他总是忍着泪水笑着地对我们说，
等他康复以后 一定要和我们到处去旅游 一起去喝荔枝冰
结果就终于等到了从生的机会，
为何就在所有人最期盼的那一刻 却带来了如此残酷的消息
以往无论多少的苦头 他都坚强地熬过了
为何上天还是选择继续这样地对待他。。。
我不明白。。
如今都已成了事实 那我们都只好接受
希望你不要放弃 因为无论你做的任何决定，
我们永远都会支持。。只要你不放弃。。
希望上天会保佑你 明天手术成功,
也保佑我 能申请到我所要的大学..
记得我们都会在这里等你回来 ！
明天, 我们一起为未来加油吧 ！！
Sunday, May 31, 2009
Technical error? Damn..
Read this news...
GEORGE TOWN: A technical blunder on Universiti Sains Malaysia’s (USM) official website has created confusion among 4,574 students about their eligibility to enter the university.
And USM deputy vice-chancellor (Academic and International Affairs) Prof Ahmad Shukri Mustapa Kamal apologised unreservedly for it. The students, who had received offer letters via soft copies on the website, were left disappointed when they were told of a technical mistake by USM.
The university had wrongfully uploaded all the names, together with 3,599 successful applicants, on the website.Prof Ahmad Shukri said that about 8,000 students had pre-qualified for the university from a total of 22,000 students who had applied to enter USM.
“They met the minimum criteria to enter the university in accordance to the programme of USM.
“However, after the final three-day selection from May 26-28, we have decided to take in only 3,599 of them.
“The remaining names will be submitted to the University Admission Unit (UPU) main pool for selection into other public universities,” he said during a press conference Sunday.
Ahmad Shukri said USM only realised their mistake at about 3pm on Saturday, some 24 hours after the names of the 8,000 odd students were put up at the website on Friday.
“We took two hours to rectify the problem. By 5pm on Saturday, only the actual successful applicants were notified with the issuance of offer letters and letter of acceptance.
“We regret the mistake that caused inconvenience to the anxious parents and students.
“I apologise for the mistake and USM will do whatever we can to solve the matter,” he said.
He said USM had since notified all the successful applicants via SMSes and phone calls, adding that an official letter would also be sent out.
He said this was the first time that USM was selecting students directly after it was granted Apex status recently.
He assured that the names of students, who were not accepted by USM, would reach UPU.
“We have a short time in notifying the successful candidates. We have no choice but to inform them via SMSes, website and phone calls,” he said.
On the officer who committed the mistake, Ahmad Shukri said he wanted to resolve the matter before carrying out a post mortem and deal with the culprit.
In Petaling Jaya, Higher Education department director-general Datuk Prof Radin Umar Radin Sohadi Students said that those rejected by USM will be placed UPU’s main pool for selection into other public universities.
He said USM had been given autonomy to organise its own intake under its Apex status.
“Whoever is qualified, is offered a place and accepts the offer will go to USM. These students will also be excluded from the main pool.
“However, if they are rejected by USM - then they will be put into the main pool automatically. This process of selection will be done soon and will be announced in the third week of June,” he said when contacted on Sunday.
Meanwhile, a father of a 20-year-old girl came to The Star office on Sunday to complain about the anxiety caused by confusion in USM.
His daughter who refused to be named, checked the university’s website on Friday evening and found her name among the list of successful applicants for the dentistry course.
“She clicked her acceptance for the course and an acknowledgement notice appeared on the website,” said Lim, who showed the acceptance letter to the Star.
“We were so happy but only for a day,” said Lim, 49, when met yesterday.
On Saturday, the Tunku Abdul Rahman college student began to hear news about the list of succesful applicants being changed.
“True enough, we checked on Saturday at around 11pm and her name was no longer on the list.
“And today morning, a SMS was sent to her stating that she was not a successful applicant and it was a technical error.
“USM is an Apex university and it is supposedly an elite university.
“But all they can say about the confusion is that is a ‘technical error’?,” he said.
I must highlight the word TECHNICAL ERROR here.. I was so so so mad while reading this news. Supposed that is not my business because I didn't send my application to USM, but since it takes away my friend's hope, and thousands people's hope, then that's my biggest concern now. Let people happy for just a few moments then break their hope.....
Arghhh, my mind really blank now. What USM gonna be top university in M'sia in the future, all tipu org punya.
如果道歉有用的话，那世界上警察要来干嘛。。。
*Just ignore the grammar and vocabulary mistakes, i hv no mood to mind about it.
GEORGE TOWN: A technical blunder on Universiti Sains Malaysia’s (USM) official website has created confusion among 4,574 students about their eligibility to enter the university.
And USM deputy vice-chancellor (Academic and International Affairs) Prof Ahmad Shukri Mustapa Kamal apologised unreservedly for it. The students, who had received offer letters via soft copies on the website, were left disappointed when they were told of a technical mistake by USM.
The university had wrongfully uploaded all the names, together with 3,599 successful applicants, on the website.Prof Ahmad Shukri said that about 8,000 students had pre-qualified for the university from a total of 22,000 students who had applied to enter USM.
“They met the minimum criteria to enter the university in accordance to the programme of USM.
“However, after the final three-day selection from May 26-28, we have decided to take in only 3,599 of them.
“The remaining names will be submitted to the University Admission Unit (UPU) main pool for selection into other public universities,” he said during a press conference Sunday.
Ahmad Shukri said USM only realised their mistake at about 3pm on Saturday, some 24 hours after the names of the 8,000 odd students were put up at the website on Friday.
“We took two hours to rectify the problem. By 5pm on Saturday, only the actual successful applicants were notified with the issuance of offer letters and letter of acceptance.
“We regret the mistake that caused inconvenience to the anxious parents and students.
“I apologise for the mistake and USM will do whatever we can to solve the matter,” he said.
He said USM had since notified all the successful applicants via SMSes and phone calls, adding that an official letter would also be sent out.
He said this was the first time that USM was selecting students directly after it was granted Apex status recently.
He assured that the names of students, who were not accepted by USM, would reach UPU.
“We have a short time in notifying the successful candidates. We have no choice but to inform them via SMSes, website and phone calls,” he said.
On the officer who committed the mistake, Ahmad Shukri said he wanted to resolve the matter before carrying out a post mortem and deal with the culprit.
In Petaling Jaya, Higher Education department director-general Datuk Prof Radin Umar Radin Sohadi Students said that those rejected by USM will be placed UPU’s main pool for selection into other public universities.
He said USM had been given autonomy to organise its own intake under its Apex status.
“Whoever is qualified, is offered a place and accepts the offer will go to USM. These students will also be excluded from the main pool.
“However, if they are rejected by USM - then they will be put into the main pool automatically. This process of selection will be done soon and will be announced in the third week of June,” he said when contacted on Sunday.
Meanwhile, a father of a 20-year-old girl came to The Star office on Sunday to complain about the anxiety caused by confusion in USM.
His daughter who refused to be named, checked the university’s website on Friday evening and found her name among the list of successful applicants for the dentistry course.
“She clicked her acceptance for the course and an acknowledgement notice appeared on the website,” said Lim, who showed the acceptance letter to the Star.
“We were so happy but only for a day,” said Lim, 49, when met yesterday.
On Saturday, the Tunku Abdul Rahman college student began to hear news about the list of succesful applicants being changed.
“True enough, we checked on Saturday at around 11pm and her name was no longer on the list.
“And today morning, a SMS was sent to her stating that she was not a successful applicant and it was a technical error.
“USM is an Apex university and it is supposedly an elite university.
“But all they can say about the confusion is that is a ‘technical error’?,” he said.
I must highlight the word TECHNICAL ERROR here.. I was so so so mad while reading this news. Supposed that is not my business because I didn't send my application to USM, but since it takes away my friend's hope, and thousands people's hope, then that's my biggest concern now. Let people happy for just a few moments then break their hope.....
Arghhh, my mind really blank now. What USM gonna be top university in M'sia in the future, all tipu org punya.
如果道歉有用的话，那世界上警察要来干嘛。。。
*Just ignore the grammar and vocabulary mistakes, i hv no mood to mind about it.
Monday, May 25, 2009
I Will Be
Love these songs lately.. =)
I Will Be - Leona Lewis
There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go
I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go
I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay
I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly
You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe, cause you're here with me
And if I let you down
I'll turn it all around
Cause I would never let you go
I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay
Cause without you I cant sleep
I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave
You're all I've got, you're all I want
Yeah
And without you I don't know what I'd do
I can never, ever live a day without you
Here with me, do you see,
You're all I need
And I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay
I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
And all my life, you know I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay
Secondhand Serenade - Fall For You
The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core
But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find
This is not what I intended
I always swore to you i'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start
But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible
So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find
I Will Be - Leona Lewis
There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go
I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go
I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay
I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly
You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe, cause you're here with me
And if I let you down
I'll turn it all around
Cause I would never let you go
I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay
Cause without you I cant sleep
I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave
You're all I've got, you're all I want
Yeah
And without you I don't know what I'd do
I can never, ever live a day without you
Here with me, do you see,
You're all I need
And I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay
I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
And all my life, you know I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay
Secondhand Serenade - Fall For You
The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core
But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find
This is not what I intended
I always swore to you i'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start
But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible
So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find
Friday, May 15, 2009
我一直以为自己可以很大方。。
可以很大方地走向前去 和他打声招呼，
还可以像以前一样 保持好朋友关系，
直到前天才发觉，原来自己并没有那个勇气。。
我办不到 。。
我， 选择了逃避
回避了你的微笑，
因为你 影响了我一整天的心情 ，
我不知道当天你是否知道
知道我和朋友约好在那
还是那只是巧合,
我一直在安慰自己,
因为朋友也告诉我 ,
你大概不会知道 ,
当天我们都迟到了。。
可是总是开车的你 应该也不会捧着一大堆东西出现在那。。
看到你， 我真的慌了
以为一辈子都不会再见到你了
却又突然遇见你 。。
脑袋突然闪过 当时你狠下心的样子
当时真的很狠你 ，
如今我只能说，我没有遗憾
虽然你不会看到这个post 就算看了也不会明白
可是我还是想大声地对你说
下次见到你的话 。。
我一定会向前自信地跟你说，
“ How' re you, friend? ”
祝福你。。
可以很大方地走向前去 和他打声招呼，
还可以像以前一样 保持好朋友关系，
直到前天才发觉，原来自己并没有那个勇气。。
我办不到 。。
我， 选择了逃避
回避了你的微笑，
因为你 影响了我一整天的心情 ，
我不知道当天你是否知道
知道我和朋友约好在那
还是那只是巧合,
我一直在安慰自己,
因为朋友也告诉我 ,
你大概不会知道 ,
当天我们都迟到了。。
可是总是开车的你 应该也不会捧着一大堆东西出现在那。。
看到你， 我真的慌了
以为一辈子都不会再见到你了
却又突然遇见你 。。
脑袋突然闪过 当时你狠下心的样子
当时真的很狠你 ，
如今我只能说，我没有遗憾
虽然你不会看到这个post 就算看了也不会明白
可是我还是想大声地对你说
下次见到你的话 。。
我一定会向前自信地跟你说，
“ How' re you, friend? ”
祝福你。。
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Monday, April 20, 2009
Breaking The Barrier
Many things in life come in riddles. Just like the recent things that have surfaced in my life, many incidents were beyond control and imagination, things that do not bear answers, but bring about questions, endless questions which God’s creatures couldn’t have possibly answer even quarter in their lives on Earth. I tried to argue a few facts which was encoded in the Laws of Nature, but I guess I had to give in to its supremity. I dare not defy his Almighty, for he determines what best for his creations. And so I cease breaking the barrier of truth, letting bits of destiny fill the minutes of my life, allowing people of greater wisdom to teach me and guide me through and across the river of charisma. Apart from what is being said and done, days of the present time had been fair and kind to me, despite the fact that they have hit some disappoinment into my heart. Here again, without much left to say, I declare that I am delighted with the fate I am in. The word here is
SATISFACTION....
* I don't know what happen to my blogspot, I cant change the font size and color. =( *
SATISFACTION....
* I don't know what happen to my blogspot, I cant change the font size and color. =( *
Saturday, March 14, 2009
Saturday, February 28, 2009
Mixed emotions though, regarding my future. About what I was gonna do, where I’m heading to, then, which make me so sleepless these few days. Sigh. Time calls for my reply la..Days are getting older, and I really have to make up my beautiful mind about the things that outline my future. Results will be outing soon, after two weeks from now. Sei. =S
Had a semi-serious ( semi-conscious perhaps) discussion with dad recently, and I had suggested not to waste so much money to be affiliated with top private colleges and universities, if I could make it into local U. He agreed without saying much of words though. Lolx.. As this was only a preliminary stage of studies, I guess I should save more for a better master studies. Mummy protested and thought I should either go to HELP Inst. @ Uni. of Nottingham or follow my er jie’s path -- go Singapore..instead of waiting for local university entry on July.
This is really the hard part in my life..Gish. Really hate in making decision. I will not be able to come back to this crossroad anymore, so I really have to decide properly, carefully, and fastidiously.
Hrm.. I hope I could just flip a coin and let Him decide for me.. >.<
Had a semi-serious ( semi-conscious perhaps) discussion with dad recently, and I had suggested not to waste so much money to be affiliated with top private colleges and universities, if I could make it into local U. He agreed without saying much of words though. Lolx.. As this was only a preliminary stage of studies, I guess I should save more for a better master studies. Mummy protested and thought I should either go to HELP Inst. @ Uni. of Nottingham or follow my er jie’s path -- go Singapore..instead of waiting for local university entry on July.
This is really the hard part in my life..Gish. Really hate in making decision. I will not be able to come back to this crossroad anymore, so I really have to decide properly, carefully, and fastidiously.
Hrm.. I hope I could just flip a coin and let Him decide for me.. >.<
Saturday, February 14, 2009
Outing on Valentines Day
- Had lots fun today, went out with form six friends
- Shopped for Valentine's present for them and bought a small present for myself as well
- Received call from Shirley, from New York and sms from Paris again
- Watched Pink Panther at Times Square
- Had lunch at Papa Johns, exchanged our presents
- Got free ice cream from Walls
- Went Sg.Wang to look for Nazrin and Michelle
(But too bad both of them were off on that day)
- Met KY, miss the choco she gaves me last year XD
- Played bowling with them
- Went shopping with Ena again and continue our Valentines plan. Bought lotsa things =)
- Had dinner with family at Quan's Ice cream House
- Went shopping again at Leisure Mall
Quite well entertained and full for the day..it's just nice and warm.
Perasan before outing =)
Pizza at Papa Johns. Get myself a set of Chicken Royale Spaghetti. =)
Jett Yee and Sayli (That waiter keep standing and stare at us..lol )
Look at Piriyah's gorgeous look
From the left: Me, Siew Hwei, Say Li, Piriyah and Jett Yee
Ena and I
- Shopped for Valentine's present for them and bought a small present for myself as well
- Received call from Shirley, from New York and sms from Paris again
- Watched Pink Panther at Times Square
- Had lunch at Papa Johns, exchanged our presents
- Got free ice cream from Walls
- Went Sg.Wang to look for Nazrin and Michelle
(But too bad both of them were off on that day)
- Met KY, miss the choco she gaves me last year XD
- Played bowling with them
- Went shopping with Ena again and continue our Valentines plan. Bought lotsa things =)
- Had dinner with family at Quan's Ice cream House
- Went shopping again at Leisure Mall
Quite well entertained and full for the day..it's just nice and warm.
Perasan before outing =)
Pizza at Papa Johns. Get myself a set of Chicken Royale Spaghetti. =)
Jett Yee and Sayli (That waiter keep standing and stare at us..lol )
Look at Piriyah's gorgeous look
From the left: Me, Siew Hwei, Say Li, Piriyah and Jett Yee
Ena and I
Thursday, February 12, 2009
Haha..sicko
OMG, since that day I’ve been laughing like mad, almost laughing my lungs outta my thorax. Hahahaha. Oh dear, this have to pause, but not stop. Life couldn’t be better for me without my ground shaking laughter.Lol.. I just cant stop laughing, and its like so hehehe…addictive! Good things just come in my way and I don’t know how to pause this unearthly phenomena. I couldn’t have imagined it coming tho, but it’s really here .Haha… Speechless but the laughters and smiles all over my body said it all.
That’s my motto now. ‘LOLx’. Yea, It wasn’t because I struck lottery or something, but it was indeed something which so beautifully happened in my life. Don’t know what else to say, by just laughing will do I guess. Another new thing said by someone the other day which hit hard into my head..ouch! No harm listening tho..
Hahahaha. Today’s just like another day of laughter for me. Lol. Yea, day of all days man, just that I’m a little unwell. In fact my doctor said I should laugh more cause laughter is the best medicine. (for my eye illness? I don’t think so).I wonder whether he was crapping anot.Sure, he was. Anyway, being a little sick dint stop me from completing my 101.( ‘Visit’ my friends again at the place they worked). Yea, and so many things to do today. My goodness, had my afternoon nap, dreaming of nice and wonderful things, chatting with friends in MSN, waiting a call from New York ( But she doesn’t call… Shirley!! ), and I received a really funny sms from Paris,from wilson.
Feel tired tho.Whoah… it’s time to sleep.zzz.
Wuahaaahaaa~~~~
That’s my motto now. ‘LOLx’. Yea, It wasn’t because I struck lottery or something, but it was indeed something which so beautifully happened in my life. Don’t know what else to say, by just laughing will do I guess. Another new thing said by someone the other day which hit hard into my head..ouch! No harm listening tho..
Hahahaha. Today’s just like another day of laughter for me. Lol. Yea, day of all days man, just that I’m a little unwell. In fact my doctor said I should laugh more cause laughter is the best medicine. (for my eye illness? I don’t think so).I wonder whether he was crapping anot.Sure, he was. Anyway, being a little sick dint stop me from completing my 101.( ‘Visit’ my friends again at the place they worked). Yea, and so many things to do today. My goodness, had my afternoon nap, dreaming of nice and wonderful things, chatting with friends in MSN, waiting a call from New York ( But she doesn’t call… Shirley!! ), and I received a really funny sms from Paris,from wilson.
Feel tired tho.Whoah… it’s time to sleep.zzz.
Wuahaaahaaa~~~~
Monday, February 2, 2009
Friday, January 23, 2009
Happy CNY Everyone
Quench my thirst!!! Satisfy my hunger!!! Spa for my tongue??? Hrm..It was a lil fun at home today, cause I did nothing other than feeding my stomach (again) , washing some juices down my throat, and tantalising my lovely tongue with deserts and mash mallows from Him. Sigh..haha. A way to enjoy life before getting back to the hectic and exhausting student lifestyle, but it seemed so monotonous la. =P
Hehehe.. keep eating and eating non-stop this few weeks but I don’t seem to put on weight, even lost 2kgs.Sei. Actually it ain’t so bad after all, cause I don’t have to restrain myself from delicious and blessed sumptuous meals. Hrm.. I don’t know but does that mean I’m blessed? Sure I’m counting my blessings but how do I count this? Ha. Here I would also like to express my gratefulness for having my memory and language proficiency back. **sniff sniff** by still speaking BM and BI fluently with friends (Piriyah you know it) , knowing what’s medicine that doctor’s giving (from biology facts I mean).
I think the Lord sort of striped me off my privilege for a few days, so hard to sleep on it these few days that I could not reason things out. Lucky me to have my privilege back. Oh my good old friends, after a string of prayers. Yeah, cant afford to lose them again.. Hahaha..
Btw, Chinese New Year is coming la. Packing to balik kampong now. Can’t wait to see my grandparents, and angpao’s. $$$$ Yes, I'm kinda money-minded.Haha. =)
Dong Dong Dong Qiang, Dong Dong Dong Qiang~~ (Sot sot jor) .
Gong Xi Fa Cai yea everyone !!
p/s: I met oppa again today. *Happy*
Hehehe.. keep eating and eating non-stop this few weeks but I don’t seem to put on weight, even lost 2kgs.Sei. Actually it ain’t so bad after all, cause I don’t have to restrain myself from delicious and blessed sumptuous meals. Hrm.. I don’t know but does that mean I’m blessed? Sure I’m counting my blessings but how do I count this? Ha. Here I would also like to express my gratefulness for having my memory and language proficiency back. **sniff sniff** by still speaking BM and BI fluently with friends (Piriyah you know it) , knowing what’s medicine that doctor’s giving (from biology facts I mean).
I think the Lord sort of striped me off my privilege for a few days, so hard to sleep on it these few days that I could not reason things out. Lucky me to have my privilege back. Oh my good old friends, after a string of prayers. Yeah, cant afford to lose them again.. Hahaha..
Btw, Chinese New Year is coming la. Packing to balik kampong now. Can’t wait to see my grandparents, and angpao’s. $$$$ Yes, I'm kinda money-minded.Haha. =)
Dong Dong Dong Qiang, Dong Dong Dong Qiang~~ (Sot sot jor) .
Gong Xi Fa Cai yea everyone !!
p/s: I met oppa again today. *Happy*
Sunday, January 18, 2009
101 in 1001
I have finished my 101 list finally..
+ FAMILY & RELATIONSHIPS
01. Visit my grandparents once a week and consistently.
02. Take my younger sister to shopping with my own car.
03. Visit my cousin's grave and bring him flowers.
04. Make a new friend. ++ goal completed
05. Make a quality friend.
06. Find a wife my older brother. =)
07. Spend a week with my mom. ++ goal completed
08. Get engaged (in the future).
09. Plan a wedding (in the future).
10. 'Kacau' my friends at the place where they worked. =P ++ goal completed
11. Plan a special 'just because' outing with him.
12. Get in contact with my best friend from primary & high school.
13. Spend a day with my cousins.
14. Play W.O.W with friends.
15. Go on a date a week for 6 months with him.
16. Visit Sarah in whatever place she is in at the time.
+ CREATIVE & LEARN
17. Redesign my website. ++ goal completed
18. Create something on canvas.
19. Design new birthday cards.
20. Update my portfolio. ++ goal completed
21. Take violin lessons.
22. Learn flash.
23. Take a pottery class.
24. Sign up for a dancing class.
26. Visit the library, check out some good books.
27. Blog on design-friends for a month straight.
28. Take a language class. ++ goal completed (Going to learn France next, hope so)
29. Take a photo a day for 6 months and make a coffee table book.
+ ENTERTAINMENT & TRAVEL
30. Visit Israel.
31. Live in another city. ++ goal completed
32. Go to Seattle.
33. Visit a wonder of the world.
34. Ride a train to an entirely new city or state.
35. Go apple picking.
36. Take a weekend trip to a different city.
37. Go tree house camping.
+ ORGANIZE
38. Clear out my inbox and keep emails organized.
39. Clean out my garage.
40. Clean up my room. ++ goal completed
41. Redesign my room. ++ goal completed
42. Organize my computer files, transfer files from old computer.
43. Buy a hard drive. (and do the next goal below)
44. Get around to backing up my computer because time machine is awesome and I have it.
45. Organize my bookmarks. and share the good ones!
+ FOR MYSELF
46. Start a workout, get healthy or stay in shape.
47. Not eat out for 2 months straight. (Trying hard to do so)
48. Make my bed for a month. (Lazy...)
49. Encourage someone to make a list!
50. Plant a time capsule.
51. Keep a prayer journal.
52. Start a list with him.
53. Try a new haircut that I have never had.
54. Go to a movie by myself.
55. Enter myself into a competition.
56. Write down 5 good things a day for a month straight. (or longer)
57. Put aside rm50 a month for 6 months and then go on a shopping spree.
58. Write a "if anything ever happens to me" letter.
+ FOR OTHERS
59. Volunteer at orphanage with the kids.
60. Surprise someone. (with a visit, flowers, something nice)
61. Write 10 handwritten letters.
62. Send some fun mail to 5 friends.
63. Invest my time in someone, be intentional.
64. Find a organization or missionary to support consistently.
65. Put together 5 Christmas shoeboxes.
66. Donate 5 bags of clothing.
67. Donate $500.
68. Donate 101 items.
69. Treat a friend out to tea and scones. (i love tea!)
70. Pray for someone for a month straight. repeat.
+ FUN
71. Make gourmet cupcakes.
72. Build a snowman.(Impossible in my place, I know)
73. Get a nice flat screen tv. ++ goal completed
74. Go on a picnic with my friends and him.
75. Talk a walk in the rain.
76. Enter casino. (Still havent reach the age)
77. Snag a treasury. ++ goal completed
78. Host a swap party with friends.
79. Host a giveaway at my blog.
80. Attend a gameshow, talkshow, or something tv-related.
81. Blog daily for 30 consecutive days.
82. Win something, anything! I never win things. hehe.
83. Go to the beach and relax, build a sandcastle. ++ goal completed
84. Bake lace cookies and chocolate chipless cookies. ++ goal completed
85. Send a message in a bottle.
86. Host a crepe / holiday party with my friends.
87. Watch Star Wars...maybe. (I've never seen it, but it's funny to see people's reactions when I tell them)
+ STUDIES & MONEY
88. Add 10 new items to my jewelry box.
89. Start up my new life of studies.
90. Do a craft show.
91. Start a job, design-related.
92. Apply at university I longed for.
93. Get my finances in order.
94. Invest my money in something and start saving!
95. See if I can live off my own income through my part time job.
96. Put away rm200 a month for 6 months straight.
97. Throw away my chemistry and biology books ++ goal completed
98. Start and stick to a budget.
99. Cut coupons and try to save some $ for 3 months.
100. Do not buy anything for myself for one whole month.(Extremely hard man)
101. At the end of the 1001 days, put aside rm25 in savings for each task completed.
I'm trying hard to complete this 101 events within 1001 days, hope I can work it out.
+ FAMILY & RELATIONSHIPS
01. Visit my grandparents once a week and consistently.
02. Take my younger sister to shopping with my own car.
03. Visit my cousin's grave and bring him flowers.
04. Make a new friend. ++ goal completed
05. Make a quality friend.
06. Find a wife my older brother. =)
07. Spend a week with my mom. ++ goal completed
08. Get engaged (in the future).
09. Plan a wedding (in the future).
10. 'Kacau' my friends at the place where they worked. =P ++ goal completed
11. Plan a special 'just because' outing with him.
12. Get in contact with my best friend from primary & high school.
13. Spend a day with my cousins.
14. Play W.O.W with friends.
15. Go on a date a week for 6 months with him.
16. Visit Sarah in whatever place she is in at the time.
+ CREATIVE & LEARN
17. Redesign my website. ++ goal completed
18. Create something on canvas.
19. Design new birthday cards.
20. Update my portfolio. ++ goal completed
21. Take violin lessons.
22. Learn flash.
23. Take a pottery class.
24. Sign up for a dancing class.
26. Visit the library, check out some good books.
27. Blog on design-friends for a month straight.
28. Take a language class. ++ goal completed (Going to learn France next, hope so)
29. Take a photo a day for 6 months and make a coffee table book.
+ ENTERTAINMENT & TRAVEL
30. Visit Israel.
31. Live in another city. ++ goal completed
32. Go to Seattle.
33. Visit a wonder of the world.
34. Ride a train to an entirely new city or state.
35. Go apple picking.
36. Take a weekend trip to a different city.
37. Go tree house camping.
+ ORGANIZE
38. Clear out my inbox and keep emails organized.
39. Clean out my garage.
40. Clean up my room. ++ goal completed
41. Redesign my room. ++ goal completed
42. Organize my computer files, transfer files from old computer.
43. Buy a hard drive. (and do the next goal below)
44. Get around to backing up my computer because time machine is awesome and I have it.
45. Organize my bookmarks. and share the good ones!
+ FOR MYSELF
46. Start a workout, get healthy or stay in shape.
47. Not eat out for 2 months straight. (Trying hard to do so)
48. Make my bed for a month. (Lazy...)
49. Encourage someone to make a list!
50. Plant a time capsule.
51. Keep a prayer journal.
52. Start a list with him.
53. Try a new haircut that I have never had.
54. Go to a movie by myself.
55. Enter myself into a competition.
56. Write down 5 good things a day for a month straight. (or longer)
57. Put aside rm50 a month for 6 months and then go on a shopping spree.
58. Write a "if anything ever happens to me" letter.
+ FOR OTHERS
59. Volunteer at orphanage with the kids.
60. Surprise someone. (with a visit, flowers, something nice)
61. Write 10 handwritten letters.
62. Send some fun mail to 5 friends.
63. Invest my time in someone, be intentional.
64. Find a organization or missionary to support consistently.
65. Put together 5 Christmas shoeboxes.
66. Donate 5 bags of clothing.
67. Donate $500.
68. Donate 101 items.
69. Treat a friend out to tea and scones. (i love tea!)
70. Pray for someone for a month straight. repeat.
+ FUN
71. Make gourmet cupcakes.
72. Build a snowman.(Impossible in my place, I know)
73. Get a nice flat screen tv. ++ goal completed
74. Go on a picnic with my friends and him.
75. Talk a walk in the rain.
76. Enter casino. (Still havent reach the age)
77. Snag a treasury. ++ goal completed
78. Host a swap party with friends.
79. Host a giveaway at my blog.
80. Attend a gameshow, talkshow, or something tv-related.
81. Blog daily for 30 consecutive days.
82. Win something, anything! I never win things. hehe.
83. Go to the beach and relax, build a sandcastle. ++ goal completed
84. Bake lace cookies and chocolate chipless cookies. ++ goal completed
85. Send a message in a bottle.
86. Host a crepe / holiday party with my friends.
87. Watch Star Wars...maybe. (I've never seen it, but it's funny to see people's reactions when I tell them)
+ STUDIES & MONEY
88. Add 10 new items to my jewelry box.
89. Start up my new life of studies.
90. Do a craft show.
91. Start a job, design-related.
92. Apply at university I longed for.
93. Get my finances in order.
94. Invest my money in something and start saving!
95. See if I can live off my own income through my part time job.
96. Put away rm200 a month for 6 months straight.
97. Throw away my chemistry and biology books ++ goal completed
98. Start and stick to a budget.
99. Cut coupons and try to save some $ for 3 months.
100. Do not buy anything for myself for one whole month.(Extremely hard man)
101. At the end of the 1001 days, put aside rm25 in savings for each task completed.
I'm trying hard to complete this 101 events within 1001 days, hope I can work it out.
Sunday, January 11, 2009
The Fives
ON SOME FIVES :
•5 items away from 500 sales.
•5 peoples away from 800 favs.
•5 hours I will be waiting just to get my hair look nicer
•5 hours to sleep in a day
•5 days till we go for the next date. =)
•5 weeks till we go to universal.
•5 months till I'm 20, yikes.
•5 x 100 dollars I should start saving.
•5 sweaters I really want to buy, but probably shouldn't.
•5 goals in progress on my 101 list.(will share the story later)
•5 of my favorite chapsticks I need to buy, because I always loose them.
•5 hundred things I wish I could do right now, but there is only so much time in the day.
•5 new things I need to make a goal to learn.
Friday, January 2, 2009
Welcoming 2009, Biding farewell to 2008
It’s been real fun welcoming 2009 at the countdown party. As I was saying, I had a great dinner with my family. It was a barbeque party to countdown for the coming year and sending year 2008 down the drain (Ooops..I meant memory lane, whatever =P). It was a sumptuous feast, to compliment. Well I loved it. Lol..We headed to Taman Saga Ampang, where voted for the best fireworks-viewing spot for supper and countdown after having the delicious dinner. Countdown came next and balloons filled the air at our last count. It was a big havoc .The fireworks were not bad, caught them live. The final event was some songs to bid 2008 farewell and to welcome 2009, a year I would look at from a completely different point of view. Then headed back home for some wine and vodka with daddy again.Alcoholic.Ha.Luckily didn't get drunk this time (still manage to play sms =P)
Well for 2008, actually I have typed plenty of comments for that year but since the blogspot had happily erased it, I would happily keep all the bombastic comments I have for everyone to myself. Well I’ll just mention some worth mentioning ones.
My Thank You List:
1. I want Ke Sin, Ena and Piriyah to know that I treasure the bestfriendship (I know this word doesn’t exist but who cares?) we shared and I hope it stays till we’re gone for good. Frenz eva yea..
2. My family, for all the happy moments in year 2008, glad that you guys were there.(Love papa and mama)
3. Him, for all the smiles and thanks for being there when I seeking for help =)
4. Say Li, Siew Hwei, Lynnett (correct spelling this time.Open eyes big big!! ), Shirley, Jyu Yann, Jun-Ah and Ji-Yeong (two of my korean friends), Austin , Weizhuan, Dolphius and all in the sisterhood... and Mr.Potato(Lol)
5. All FSC members and Princesses (Especially 5 Tanjungnian 2006), both of my lou kong(s), oppa(s)
6. My club members (Keep perasan and the ss-ness yea)
7. And some ever supporting friends for making year 2008 a wonderful year for me.
8. Also gracias to those who’d made 2008 a dreadful one. Ha. Especially the sick stick (My 'Dearest' Miss SS).. XD
Love you guys! Muackzzz..
Well for 2008, actually I have typed plenty of comments for that year but since the blogspot had happily erased it, I would happily keep all the bombastic comments I have for everyone to myself. Well I’ll just mention some worth mentioning ones.
My Thank You List:
1. I want Ke Sin, Ena and Piriyah to know that I treasure the bestfriendship (I know this word doesn’t exist but who cares?) we shared and I hope it stays till we’re gone for good. Frenz eva yea..
2. My family, for all the happy moments in year 2008, glad that you guys were there.(Love papa and mama)
3. Him, for all the smiles and thanks for being there when I seeking for help =)
4. Say Li, Siew Hwei, Lynnett (correct spelling this time.Open eyes big big!! ), Shirley, Jyu Yann, Jun-Ah and Ji-Yeong (two of my korean friends), Austin , Weizhuan, Dolphius and all in the sisterhood... and Mr.Potato(Lol)
5. All FSC members and Princesses (Especially 5 Tanjungnian 2006), both of my lou kong(s), oppa(s)
6. My club members (Keep perasan and the ss-ness yea)
7. And some ever supporting friends for making year 2008 a wonderful year for me.
8. Also gracias to those who’d made 2008 a dreadful one. Ha. Especially the sick stick (My 'Dearest' Miss SS).. XD
Love you guys! Muackzzz..
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